Dear Jeff,    You were my big brother, someone I looked up to growing up and this is something I never dreamed I would be writing so soon in our lives. You have left us far to young.  You taught me the love of music and so much more.  I will always remember your musical talent and all the bands you had practing out in the garage, your smile and your laugh.  Growing up we had our differences as all sibling do, but as we grew older we were able to sit down and talk about everything going on in our lives.  You were always one of the first people I wanted to message when something happened in my life, and I can't count how many times in the last few days I have picked up my phone to message you.  You are now with the loved ones we have lost and I know you are in Grandma and Grandpa's arms again and talking tractors and stuff with Grandpa.  I love you very much Jeff and I miss you terribly.  There will forever be a hole in my heart now.  your little sis